So I've been trying to figure out my next step in life. I want the Father to lead me but so far, I haven't felt much of a pull except to continue to follow him overseas. I've thought seriously about seminary several times and still am thinking about it. For now my summer will take me to New Jersey and the fall will have me working in S.C. It will be good to stay at home for a while and spend time with my family, something I haven't done in almost 4 years. But there is still this restless desire in my heart that has been telling me that next spring I'm supposed to do something different. I've been looking all through the organization's website for something to do next spring. Really anything anywhere that is for more than a week or two. But strangely enough nothing has come up. I've even broadened my search to doing something in America. Nothing. Working at a boarding school for MK's. Nothing. Then one of my girl friends currently serving in South America sent me an e-mail about something she is planning on doing starting in Oct. I don't want to put it out there yet, but I went ahead and looked it up. It is something that I am highly interested in and am now praying fervently about. I ask that you all pray as well that if this is where the Father is calling me to be, that He make it so obvious I have no other options in life. Thanks in advance for your prayers.
Concerning where I am now, it's pretty much over. We are winding down with just 3 days left here. Then we will be in the Philippines for a few days then back to the states. It's been quite the adventure and it's been hard. After reading my friend's blog (same one mentioned above) and seeing how much the Father is working in her area and using her, I started to think my time here was a waste. We haven't seen hardly anything happen. But then He spoke to me and said, "You were obedient, that's enough." So I know that He has used us and though I might not visually see the outcome, I will see these people when I reach Heaven.
Can't wait to hug you all!!
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